A Project of Life June 2 80
Walking along a Hawaiian beach at sunset, feeling the humid mid-summer breeze at my face, hearing birds chirp in the trees, the sun is a deep red, with beautiful orange surrounding it. The temperature is around 90 degrees. Light, cool drinks areserved when needed. I am alone. Very alone. (can vary). Tall Palm trees sway lightly in the wind. Dark gloomy shadows hang as the sun slowly goes to bed..............................................................................................................................................
They give me 5 thousand dollars, I go downtown and SPLURGE! go to a motel, (hotel), the best hotel(motel) the best room, and all day, for two weeks, I can go anywhere I want, like Mount Royal, or To a movie, The Dow Planitariam, The Gardens, walk around, different neighbourhoods, shows, plays, ballets, To see the orchestra, etc. Or I could go downtown and buy any clothes I want, like New Wave clothes, beautiful clogs, Shoes, T-shirts with decals on them,Short sets, jeans, disco jeans, bathing suits, hats, beautiful white dresses with the neck part going around your shoulders, Pins, earrings, necklaces, nice silver ones and it would besunny all day long. Or I could buy records and more records galore or I could buy Music, music, anything I want! I would wear my new wave stuff, and just mingle, and be a bitch, or be nice, or crazy.
Spraying Shaving cream(preferably lemon) (mint'll do) into my hand, a big loadfull, and just swishing it around and around.
Skiing. Just falling down the slope with nothing in the way, flying free.
someone lightly running their fingers across my back, gently, like it could crack at the wrong touch.
Diving into a heated pool.
Sweating so much that there are tiny droplets of water dripping down your face.(wearing comfortabel clothes)
Plopping into bed and falling right asleep when I am so tired I can't keep my eyes open.
Taking shoes off at the end of a long day.
Scratching an itch.
rain soaking me through and through. and through, and through.....
A big, happy, wonderful family.
I live in a big busy city. I am a terrific criminologist, I wear a white lab coat, and I am smart and educated, and I always have a pencil in hand and am constantly writing, and I make a lot of money and have a beautiful car, and I just love my job and everyone loves me.
My name in lights for a flute concert.
A worldwide known singer
World's best gymnast
A beautiful syncrinized swimmer.
A beautiful car. A beautiful house with completely spotless white shag carpets and those little kittens on the T.P. commercial.
Acting old and people believing it and treating me older.
People paying attention to me.
Playing my flute.
Playing the piano.
Music. That I love
Reading a really interesting story, book or article.
drawing a terrific picture.
looking at nice clothes and wishing they were mine.
Having money and being able to spend it on anything.
The smell of men's cologne.
people liking me cause i'm crazy.
expressing my feelings (or trying to)
Having to get up.
not being able to do something I should be able to, or allowed to do.
People hating me.
being in certain kinds of pain.
A really freezing cold pool.
Pople who think I'm immature.
(prologue: i'm thinking that maybe the reason the entire mEp is in lower
case is that i abused capital letters as a kid)